GOODBYES.

So, once again, I wake up in the morning with an intense feeling of GUILT in my git. How long has it been since I last posted something on my blog? I know.. Far too long.
You know, I'm really sorry. It's not as if many people read this blog, but even if there is just 1.. I love that person. I love you, if you're reading this right now. Thank you. In a way you're there for me when things get rough. Like things are right now.

My best friend is dying. He has a severe form of cancer. There might be a cure, but I don't think he's going to make it, to be really frank. I put up a brave face, so I pull him through and get him confident, and also.. I do it so maybe one day I start believing it myself. It started with his smaller intestine, then spread to the bigger one, his spleen, his pancreas, and his stomach. He's the best person I've ever met.. This is not fair!!!
He asked me to marry him. And to go out with him. So I said yes to both (we're supposed to get married in 4 years from now- when I'm done with my undergraduate course at Sarah Lawrence)(still can't believe I got in!). But being with him in a RELATIONSHIP made me so much closer, it's unbelievable. I had to know how he was and what he was up to every single minute of the day. I couldn't bare it. I was so worried all the time; his friend always told me when he was puking up blood and stuff like that, because I asked him to do that for me. It's so painful to see someone you love die, because you know there is nothing you can do about it. You can only try to make it less painful for them than it already is, so what do I do? I break up with him. I feel horrible about it. He thinks I am 'the One' for him and he wants to be with me until I leave India for good, but I just can't be with him. It's so hard.. I want to, but what can I do? I'm leaving on the 5th of June, and then what? He has to get used to me leaving, and even I have to get used to saying goodbye. In every way a person can say goodbye. I'm going to miss him an infinite amount. Not sure I can handle a life without him, but we'll see. Otherwise I'll just come back to India ;)

Anyways. I gotta go sleep now. I have my last 2 exams tomorrow (both French HL) and I need some rest.
I will give some more updates soon (and pictures!).

Love you.

SLC ADMISSION DECISION

I GOT IN!
I GOT INTO SARAH LAWRENCE COLLEGE!

BRB IMMA GO PARTY AND PASS OUT NOW.


I LOVE THE WORLD.

WARHORSE

Most beautiful piece of theatre I have ever seen.
PLUS, I had front row seats :D

ALONGTHEWAY

BROUGHT ME TO TEARS. AMAZING.
I LOVE HIM.

PS he's the reason I'm applying to Ithaca College. Must say hella lot.

ISEEYOU

Yesterday night I had dinner with Rukmini at Soam in Chowpatty, after which I went to Phoenix Mills in Lower Parel to watch the movie Avatar with Bharti and Deoyani. The movie was unforgettable and I'm definitely going to buy it when it comes out on dvd!!!
This weekend I'm going to the cinema with my dad to watch the movie again :)
Here's the song from the end credits, it's incredible:

OHTHEBOREDOM.

What is your current obsession? Sheesha and Bella's Lullaby.
What is your weirdest obsession?
What are you wearing today? Pink-and-grey ZARA top, dark blue jeans with wide pipes, silver flip flops.
Why is today special? Today is not so very special. Or well, maybe it's a little bit special, because Mike is coming over for dinner.
What would you like to learn to do? Sewing.
What’s the last thing you bought? Pistachio nuts and a falafel wrap. Yummm!!
What are you listening to right now? I'm sort of watching 'Me And My Dick' on YouTube.
What is your favorite weather? VERY cold, but with the sun shining and snow the now and then (big snow flocks, not that pathetic drizzle-snow) or 35 degrees (non-tropical climat though!) in full sunlight and a faint breeze.
What is on your bedside table? Lots of earrings, a little lamp (broken), a zebra mask, a notebook, a pen. That's about it, I think.
What is your most challenging goal right now? Managing my time well.
Who is your favorite designer? Balmain, Chanel and Chloe.
What would you like to have in your hands right now? Admission to Sarah Lawrence.
What would you like to get rid of? My hair.
If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be? New York City or Paris. Or maybe Lisbon or London. Ugh, there are too many places to choose from!!
Which language do you want to learn? Italian, sign language, Cantonese (Chinese) and Hindi (I'm teaching myself Hindi at the moment).
What did you dream of last night? I don't remember.
What's in your bag? A scarf, an ankle bracelet, a notebook, a couple of pens, my wallet, and some other stuff, surely.
What's your favorite color? Navy, I think.
What is your dream job? Musical theatre performer, fo sho!!
What are your plans for this summer? Portugal and Holland with my sweetest person in the world; Nick! :)
What is your favorite magazine? Nylon and Lula.
Who is your style-icon? Lou Doillon. Fo'shizz.
Describe your ideal man. There is no description possible here. 'I Am Thinking Of You.'

REASON

A most beautiful song by Melanie C:

MANYMEETINGS

I went out with Bharti and Deepak yesterday night. We met with a friend of Bharti's, called Tipu, and he brought along a friend of his, Paresh. We met at Mezbaan in Bandra to have some sheesha and went to play snooker afterwards. I went to Simply Goa for half an hour with Bharti and Deepak in the hopes of being able to sing a song (it was karaoke night!), but the list was full already, so we left.
Here are a couple of pictures of yesterday night :)

EXOH

TRENDBOUTIQUE

http://www.shopthetrendboutique.com/

What a delight!
I've been on this website for ages now, procrastinating from all the work I still have to do for school. Aiyahhh!!

Hope you enjoy, lovebirds! :)
EXOH

FORMSPRINGME

TATTOOS.

The one on the lower arm is so pretty.
I'd like one there :)

LOVESONG

ISABELLUCAS

THINGSINMYROOM

MARLING

LAURA MARLING IS COMING TO MUMBAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CAN I BELIEVE THIS?

NOOOOOOOOOOOO.

BUT IS SHE COMING ANYWAY?

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.



Check her out, y'all. She's all over YouTube.

CHILDRENTIME

MORELYELL

LYELL

KAT

Yesterday I watched the movie 'Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist'. It was a fun movie and I actually don't feel that bad for procrastinating (didn't get to finish my French homework, but I got myself a deal with my teacher, so that's cool :)). My internet wasn't working anyway.
Here are some pictures of the female lead character Norah, played by Kat Dennings.
There's something very pretty about her. Can't quite put my finger on it, but there is definitely something.

TOPS

A couple of tops that are just ah-may-zing!
Which one do you like best?